As the end of 2011 draws to a close I am looking forward to 2012 as I firmly believe that this is going to be a good year all round. I have been gathering renewed focus and strength over the past two weeks for the task ahead and that is to remain focussed on health, to remain positive, to follow up on further CCSVI treatment as I am convinced that my vein health is playing a major role in the symptons that I am experiencing. It is going to be a challenge to get treated in this country for vascular problems when you already have been labelled with MS, as the Health Service is geared up to only treat people if a positive outcome is already proven. This is why it is so difficult to get Physio on the NHS if you have MS, because they won’t treat you long term and the outcome cannot be measured by some randomn controlled trial, so you are a statistic instead of a person, with a life to live and you are up against the machine. This is why it is so important to take control of your own path and make things happen that need to happen. Do not be complacent and just accept the answer your GP or neurologist gives you because they are governed by money, lack of resources, Big Pharma input as to what drugs to prescribe you, even if they don’t work and give you horrible side effects.
Nothing is as it seems anymore, and putting your whole trust into a medical system to do its best for you is no longer a valid option. You have to be researching your own stuff and following up on things that get good results. If it feels right for you then go for it…live by your own truth and not by what someone else thinks you should do or not do.
When I had the CCSVI treatment in Poland in March 2010 I thought it would be the answer for me. For eight weeks post treatment, I saw improvement in my walking, so much so that I was able to walk down a corridor without using any sticks, which is something I hadn’t done in a long while. I had a hefty fall in the kitchen one day and the following day I noticed that my left leg could no longer lift into the car by itself, I needed to lift both legs into the car. A couple of months later I was suffering with serious stress and very down due to the fact that I had put so much into the CCSVI treatment that I was now lost as to what to do. My doctor put me on to some antidepressants and within a week my legs reacted so badly that I ended up in hospital for 3 weeks unable to move my legs or to bend them, they were totolly rigid. The chemist at the hospital noted that a side effect of the medication I had taken was “rigidity in the legs”.
For the whole of 2011 I have been rehabilitating and trying to get my strength back again. It has taken over a year now and I am still wheelchair bound or shuffling along with a zimmer frame, however, although I have had ups and downs along the way I believe that my strength is slowly returning bit by bit and because I believe this to be true I have faith in my self that I will continue to get better in 2012.
I have looked at every aspect of my life and taken steps to deal with each and every one of them and I believe I am now in a place where serious change can start to take place. I believe that MS is a whole collection of different aspects that come together and create this disease. This is why I think it is so difficult for researchers to nail one particular thing as the reason. Below is a list of the parts that make up me and my life that I have tried to get in order.
Physical Aspect – Venous flow, or poor flow in my case 2012 – continue to look into ways of getting blood to flow better. This can be through surgical procedure such as CCSVI angioplasty, diet can considerably change the consistancy of your blood.
CCSVI – Continue to follow this treatment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycdmyN1ikv8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Iyl9LSkoJI
Diet. Terry Wahls continue to work toward a Paleo Diet
http://www.terrywahls.com/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLjgBLwH3Wc
Emotional Aspect – Continue with Emotional Freedom Technique to get rid of blocked emotions that are stored in the body somewhere. By working on this the body is literally becoming more free and it is amazing that stuff you even forgot about consciously is still in there somewhere and when it comes out you just get lighter and more at ease, which is where you want to be (dis -ease or at ease) This aspect cannot be ignored or poo pooed anymore as much scientific evidence is out there that proves that your cells store memories and your cells react to negative emotions. It is not just goo goo gah gah. You just need to look, if you presently dont believe this aspect has a role to play, then look into it and you will find much evidence by scientists.
Candace Pert – Molecules of Emotion a pharmacologist
http://candacepert.com/sample-page/
Bruce Lipton scientist The Biology of Belief – what you believe gives you your experience of life
http://www.brucelipton.com/biology-of-belief
The Healing power of Belief – Gregg Braden YOU MUST WATCH THIS ONE!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8DeBePK3Wg
SPIRITUAL ASPECT – continue to strive to bring into my life PEACE, HOPE and CHARITY and open my mind to new possibilities by way of meditation and open my heart to allow LOVE to flow. TO continue to drop judgement of others and allow things to be, just as they are at this moment in time, but to have faith that things are changing all the time and the right person or thing will come into your life at the right moment. I am thankful for the people that popped into my life in 2011 and helped me along my bumpy path..you know who you are. xx
I think that just about wraps up 2011 and I wish you all a Happy and Healthy 2012.
BELIEVE IN SELF…BE STRONG….BE HAPPY